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🎵 I swear to God, I wasn't born to fight
Maybe just a little bit, enough to make me sick of it
But I can read between the lines
I want to run from everything
But my legs won't work, it's clear to me

I haven't been much myself
And I feel like my friends are being put through this hell I'm feeling
I think that I'm living, if you could call it living
So brash and unforgiving
Ruled by the vibe I'm bringing
Serving myself 🎶 „Bambi“ • @thehalocline

🎵 I swear to God,...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Die Insulinpumpe an der Hüfte ruiniert zwar so ein bisschen die schöne Form des Kleides, aber wir wollen mal nicht so sein! Ich hatte heute einen tollen Abend auf dem neuen Floor „Olive“ im @east_cosmos - zusammen mit @maccosmeticsdeutschland, die mich für den Abend hübsch geschminkt haben (siehe Stories!). Da war viel los heute, in jedem Zimmer eine Überraschung, vom Make-up über Champagner, live zubereitetes Sushi vom Meister (oh, und das im East ist auch wirklich mit das beste Sushi hier in Hamburg!), Fotoboxen, einer kurzen Massage, bis hin zu einem kleinen, aber feinen Tattoo (das sind ja irgendwie die neuen Cupcakes und Cakepops der Eventszene!) war alles dabei, sogar ein Mini-Casino, aber natürlich standen auch die wirklich sehr schönen neuen Zimmer im Fokus, die zwar so gar nicht „typisch East“ sind, aber wirklich absolut traumhaft geworden sind! Chapeau! Ich wäre am liebsten direkt über Nacht geblieben, aber dann wäre Spucki wohl traurig gewesen. 🤓 So, jetzt Füße hoch, die High Heels waren nämlich auch nicht ohne. 😅 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards #easthotelhamburg #flooropening #maccosmeticsdeutschland

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Die Insulinpumpe...

Ein kleines Selfie von gestern, darf auch mal sein. #instagramwiefrüher

Ein kleines Selfie von gestern,...

3 Steps to Happiness. ♥️ #justgimmeicecream

3 Steps to Happiness. ♥️...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Diesen wunderbaren Kaftan kann ich euch natürlich nicht einfach so vorenthalten, da muss ein Komplettfoto her! 😍 Ich bin ja schon ein wenig verliebt in das Teil, aber bei mir steht kein dekadenter Sommerurlaub an, zu dem der passen würde, daher hab‘ ich mich für das Eis entschieden (Guave-Papaya, megalecker!!!), aber vielleicht kommt ja eine von euch im Kurvenhaus rum und nimmt das schöne Teil mit! 🤓 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Diesen wunderbaren...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Genießt alle euer langes Wochenende! ♥️ #iscreamyouscreamweallscreamforicecream

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Genießt alle...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Nochmal das grüne Kleid, weil es einfach so wunderbar ist. 💚 Ich hoffe, ihr habt eine tolle Woche! #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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“I don’t have it all together but I‘m working on me. I want to remain in a constant state of improvement. That’s my idea of the perfect journey.” 🖤 #gettingmyshittogether #butpeaceofmindisalsofine #illhaveboth

“I don’t have it all...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Hatte einen wundervollen Nachmittag beim @fevertree_de Mixers Market im hübschen Innenhof des @tortue_hamburg - Sonnenschein, gute Drinks, beste Laune! #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards #fevertreemixersmarket

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Anyone who wants to join me for a Latte? 💚 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards #caféparishamburg

Anyone who wants to join...

Outfit

• #BeachBodyNotSorry | Maya •

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Photos: Nicole Schmeiß

» Röthenbach | Birkensee

Bikini: Primadonna Swim “Maya”
Hat: H&M Trend
Sunglasses: Prada “Minimal Baroque” | Miu Miu “Noir”
Earrings: Dior “Mise en Dior” | ASOS

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It’s finally #BeachBodyNotSorry time again! The sun is shining, the temperatures are hot and all we wanna do is go outside and have some fun! I can’t believe that this is already the fourth season of doing this project and still it feels like we all need it from time to time, cause there’s still the myth of “the perfect beach body” – which is total bullshit and nobody should listen to that. You don’t need a skinny body in order to go to the beach or to the pool or wherever you want to wear your bikini or swimsuit. All you need is yourself, your beachwear and the will to have fun. All those people around – except for your friends and family – don’t matter. Even if they give you that awful look: just ignore it. People will always stare, people will always have an opinion (about others, themselves and a lot of unnecessary stuff), some will force them on you, others will discuss it in private, others won’t even notice you. So why the f*** are you giving so much shit about their thoughts or words? ;)

So here we go, starting a new season of #BeachBodyNotSorry – this time, with a bright canary yellow bikini, showing my belly button, my stretch marks, my cellulite and my cream cheese white skin that could definitely use a little more sunshine (but well, I’m either cream cheese white or lobster red, so I’ll go for the feta and use some sunscreen…). ;)

P.S.: Since we got the same bikini in two different colors, there’s a guest in today’s pictures – my friend → Chrissi is wearing the “Maya” bikini in black, with the balcony top, mine is the tulip cup, both bottoms are the full briefs. ;)

• Momo •

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Meet Momo! :) Isn’t she the cutest little doggie ever? It’s my photographer’s dog and we decided to introduce her as the new owner of this blog – haha, just kidding! But I really fell in love with her – she doesn’t feel the same when I carry her around but I guess we’re friends now. At least we look pretty cool together, don’t you think?

That’s hopefully the last kind of cozy look that’s more suitable for fall season. And it’s the penultimate outfit I’ve got left for a blog post. After next week, my photographer will be on pause for about two months and I’m looking for somebody to help me with my outfit shoots. So if you’re around Erlangen/Nürnberg/Fürth/Ansbach/Bamberg – please drop me a line (comment or e-mail)!! ;)

Photos: Jacqueline Filmore

» Ansbach

Cardigan: Zweiraum Erlangen
Dress: C&A
Tights: Paprika

Boots: 3.1 Phillip Lim
Bracelet: Hermès

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• Mercy •

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Photos: Jacqueline Filmore

» Ansbach

Corset: Agent Provocateur “Mercy”
Cardigan: Via Appia Due
Jeans: Zizzi

Pumps: LaStrada
Bracelet: Hermès

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So, after “all red”, here’s some “all black” again – with a hint of red! ;) I tried to do some kind of Dolce & Gabbana look, styling some actual lingerie as a going out look by adding jeans and a casual jacket. I bought this corset during my last Hamburg trip and it was the biggest surprise ever cause I never thought that I’d actually be able to wear one of APs beautiful corsets. Luckily, I spent a whole afternoon there with my friend and the lovely crew and we had so much fun playing dress-up doll with me. And yeah, it kind of escalated with me feeling so, so awesome in this corset that I simply had to buy it. But since I’m single and there’s only me to look at myself wearing it, I decided that I have to create a “daytime” (nighttime!) look with it so it can be seen by everybody without looking like I’m heading to the bedroom. I’ve already done a → similar look, but this one feels more perfect to me and I can’t wait to go out wearing this outfit. ;)

 

• Powder Bricks •

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Say hello to → my lovely sweater again! :) I actually wanted to do the recommended style (well, similar) by the brand with matching pink sweat pants but went for another own combination first. Maybe next time. ;) For today’s look I went for floral pants – I wore them at the fashion show when I modeled for Cubell and since I loved them so much, I had to bring them home with me. :) They’re super comfy and stretchy and (probably not intended) even petite-proof cause they have the perfect ankle length for me (you can’t see that in the pictures, though, but → here!). I also wanted to wear this look with my flat pearl sandals like at the show but I decided to go for my boots because I kind of like the break in style. 

 

Photos: Jacqueline Filmore

» Ansbach

Sweater: Ted Baker “Bernae”
Pants: Cubell
Boots: 3.1 Phillip Lim

Earrings: Dior “Mise en Dior”
Bracelet: Hermès

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