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Best Birthday Gift EVER. ♥️

Best Birthday Gift EVER. ♥️

Sorry, dass es momentan keine neuen Fotos von mir gibt, der Februar hat mich voll erwischt. 😷 Als kleine Entschädigung gibt’s einen Spucki in vier Akten - das Thunfischmanöver. In Wahrheit giert er natürlich auf den Salat. 🤓 Thunfisch hatte er nämlich zu dem Zeitpunkt schon längst bekommen! Diese kleine Bilderserie ist noch aus dem letzten Jahr und in der Horror-WG entstanden - in wenigen Tagen haben wir uns wieder und dann hole ich Spucki zurück nach Hamburg. Dann sind wir endlich wieder vereint, in einer Wohnung nur für uns zwei. Ich bin fast so aufgeregt wie beim ersten Mal, als er endlich zu mir durfte. ♥️

Sorry, dass es momentan keine...

Remembering those easy summer evenings, those little moments without any worries, with my baby boy, the most perfect view, stunning sunsets at every end of the day, music surrounding us two while sitting there on the window... I want them back. And a functioning nose (God, I hate being sick). But most of all, I wish for inner peace, I wanna be calm on the inside and know that everything’s okay, that everything’s gonna turn out fine. And just for once I want to know how it feels like when everything actually goes fine and smooth. I’m sick of struggling. I’m sick of fighting all the time. I know I’m strong but I’m sick of having to be strong every second of the day. Dear Universe, if you can hear me and are willing to grant me a wish: please guide me to a good life, a happy life and take away all those worries and struggles. 🙏🏻 #realtalk

Remembering those easy summer evenings,...

Aus den Archiven von vor 2 Jahren - als ich mit einer lieben Freundin Tee trinken war und wir ganz schön viel gelacht haben (ich grunze übrigens, wenn ich mich nicht mehr einkriegen kann). Oh, was freu‘ ich mich schon drauf, Ende Februar im Urlaub in die Heimat zu fahren, runterzukommen, meine Eltern in die Arme zu nehmen, Spucki auf dem Schoß zu haben und meinen 30. Geburtstag im kleinen Kreis mit Freunden zu feiern. Und dann hoffentlich wieder genauso viel zu lachen! ♥️

Aus den Archiven von vor...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Ich lieg‘ momentan flach und renne gleichzeitig von Arzt zu Arzt, deshalb ist es so still hier, aber ich hab‘ diesen Worklook von letzter Woche noch gar nicht gepostet, das hole ich hiermit nach. „All Black“ bleibt immer ein Favorit, grad wenn‘s etwas seriöser sein soll. 🖤 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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Can’t wait to have my baby back with me by the end of the month. ♥️

Can’t wait to have my...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Dinge, die ich im Arbeitsalltag vermisse: meine schönen High Heels. Weil die so gut zum heutigen Outfit gepasst hätten, gibt’s wenigstens ein Foto damit. ♥️ #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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Um die Woche komplett zu machen, gibt‘s dann noch mein Sonntagsoutfit für euch. Den freien Tag verbringe ich mit Filmen im Bett und erhole mich vor allem von gestern, damit ich morgen direkt wieder mit 10 Stunden in die neue Woche starten kann. Happy Sunday, ihr Lieben! 😘 P.S.: Ja, Nippel - weil: no bra, no problems.

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[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Letzter Arbeitstag der Woche - ich bin ganz schön im Eimer, aber das soll mir natürlich niemand ansehen, also heute besonders hübsch gemacht in schwarz. Mein allerliebster Lieblingsrock ist mir mittlerweile zu groß und das macht mich traurig, aber mit einem Gürtel kann man ihn noch einigermaßen fixieren. Die Bluse ist zu kurz, um sie zu Hosen zu tragen, also ist das hier die perfekte Kombi bei zwei schwierigen Kandidaten für ordentliche Outfits. Ich hoffe, die meisten von euch müssen nicht samstags arbeiten, aber ich wünsche euch allen einen wunderbaren Tag! 🖤 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Eine Arbeitswoche mit Lu - heute mal mit ein bisschen Ausschnitt. Zur Feier des Tages wurde ich heute von einer Kundin zur Schwangerschaft beglückwünscht - kann man auch mal machen. Im Gegenzug wurde ich heute aber überschwänglich gelobt, für besonders nette und (Achtung!) kompetente Beratung! Wenn ihr also eine Brille braucht, wisst ihr Bescheid, zu wem ihr kommen müsst. Meine Möppis und ich empfehlen euch da gern was Schönes! So. Morgen noch. Vielleicht doch nochmal ein Kleid? Mal sehen. Erst mal duschen und dann ab ins Bett. Ein bisschen kränkel‘ ich und um ehrlich zu sein, sind die drei 10-Stunden-Tage (trotz einer Stunde Pause) doch immer noch ziemlich bescheiden, vor allem, wenn Tag 3/3 auf einen Samstag fällt, da ist nämlich Anarchie im Laden. Was man nicht alles für sein Gehalt tut...

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• JahresrückBLOG 2018 | I – Music •

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Let’s start my recap of 2018 with the part that has gotten me through the year at any time: music. I’ve done this for 2017 and feel like sharing my favorite tracks of the year again, since music means a lot to me and it’s a big part of my life, even though I don’t play any instruments. Music soothes my soul, it’s something that’s always there and the best companion through every occasion – good ones and especially bad ones.

Like last year, I will be saying something about a few songs of my playlist and there may be some nice little stories!

This year, I listened a lot to music in my car while driving around, so many of the songs remind me of certain trips and when I listen to them, they kind of bring me back to special days, so I’ll share my memories with you for some of them. Feel free to listen to my favorites on Spotify, but for those of you who don’t happen to use it, I’ve also created a YouTube playlist (you can find it at the end of the post). I hope you enjoy my choices as much as I do, they really mean a lot to me. ♥

• Time to grow up | V – About bad relationships and new challenges… •

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Well, I already mentioned it shorty in my December recap – and it’s clearly a story that needs more explanation. It’s not a pretty one and it definitely puts me and my character in a bad light, but I had no other choice, except for the one of giving up and even though I had to be the bad guy, the real asshole in this story, and it wasn’t the nice thing to do, it was the right thing to do.

• Recap | December •

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December – what an exciting last month of 2018! And luckily, the month that saved my whole year, since I finally found a place to actually stay and settle down without an expiration date. When I moved back to Hamburg in July, I stayed with a friend but our agreement was that I can stay until December – funnily, she kind of threw me out one month earlier and I had to move in with a guy I was dating for only almost a month, in order not to be homeless (which is bad enough alone, but don’t forget my poor baby – how are you supposed to live on the street with a cat?). Not so fun fact (and I was actually saving this for my next #TTGU post, but it has to be told so you can understand the whole situation): I didn’t want to be with him anymore. I felt so bad about doing that selfish move, living with someone just for the sake of having a home. I felt like a proper asshole. But the relationship was really bad, it didn’t work between us and actually made me sick. Like really sick. Mentally and physically. I had to leave as soon as possible! But it wasn’t that easy – since I only had this mini job at the store, I didn’t have enough income in order to rent an apartment. Plus, my cat was always a problem for other people. But I finally found something at the beginning of December and – thank God! – it happened, and I found the nicest little room in an apartment I’m now sharing with two more people – but perfectly located in one of the nicest districts of Hamburg. And my cat is with me. Seriously: that was my Christmas miracle. I moved in on December 21st and couldn’t be happier. Even though I wasn’t able to visit my parents over Christmas and New Year’s Eve because nobody could take care of Spucki and I didn’t want him to go through hell on that 600km trip through Germany, just for a few days. So I spent Christmas and NYE alone, since both of my flatmates were up and away with their loved ones, and even if it was kind of weird (my first Christmas alone and without internet, which was the worst part of it – no Netflix!), it was absolutely okay.

So this was my happy story of December. There was also work and I met some friends, but also spent some evenings alone, out or at home, and I am genuinely happy. I thought the end of 2018 was gonna be really rough, but it ended perfectly and New Year’s Eve was such a relief, I actually cried for an hour straight, because I was so happy it was finally over. And now there’s 2019 to conquer. Let’s go!

• Recap | November •

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It’s been very quiet. The last two months were very intense and I was almost giving up. I will write about this in my next #TTGU post, which I’ll be writing in the next days and hopefully publish soon. But first, let’s recap November (and then, there’s still a very exciting December recap ahead – plus my recap of 2018, which is probably gonna be very emotional). 

November started with work and my first work day on Sunday – it was fine for me, since I really like my job and it’s fun to be around fashion and people. I’ll continue my job at the Kurvenhaus Hamburg next year, but will add another one, hopefully starting in the middle of January. We also had our Christmas party in November and I’m happy to say that I’m part of such a lovely team and that I feel that I get along well with everybody. 

November also started with a doctor’s appointment I was very scared of. I had to see my gynecologist for a follow-up check because they had found some cell changes in April. I was very nervous but luckily, everything seems to be back to normal again. She did not confirm it, but maybe quitting the pill has kind of caused this little incident. Who knows. Anyways, I’m thankful that everything’s okay. And I’m just writing this, because I want to spread awareness: visiting your gyn is important. As well as checking your body, especially your breasts, regularly.

I was part of the jury for Vollkommen. Braut.’s model casting for their new bridal dress line, together with my dearest → Silvana Denker (who shot the pictures). We were even filmed, but unfortunately, the video isn’t available online anymore. But you can find all pictures → here! :)

And, of course, there’s the happiest day of November: the 26th, official day of my divorce and funnily, the day I got a new tattoo (actually two, but I’ve only shown one of them yet). I’m glad that everything’s finally over and I get the chance to move on without any worries. And with an amazing new tattoo by → rei.ink – she was the best choice ever for this little piece of art on my arm.

At the “Deutscher Bloggerpreis 2018” • Best sushi I’ve ever had at Matsumi • Having a Skin Gin G&T at the “Made in Hamburg” fair • New Tattoo(s)! • My favorite cocktail at the FONTENAY bar after a wonderful Christmas dinner with Ernsting’s family

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