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Mood momentan. Ich bin irgendwie müde. Da predige ich immer all das Positive, aber irgendwie geht’s grad selbst bei mir nicht. Meine Eltern sagen dann immer: „Du bist doch die Lu, schau‘ mal, die auf Instagram und deine Blogleser sind alle so begeistert von dir und du inspirierst sie alle und du sagst immer, dass man stark sein muss, und bei uns bist du ganz weinerlich!“ - wo sie Recht haben, haben sie Recht. Ich bin auch immer dafür, nicht aufzugeben und positiv zu denken/bleiben. Aber manchmal geht’s halt einfach nicht. Manchmal ist alles richtig beschissen und dann bleibt auch nur das Rumheulen. Deshalb lasse ich das heute mal so stehen. Ohne das positive „Krönchen richten, weitergehen“. Weil manchmal will man auch mal eine kleine (!) Weile sitzen bleiben und sich über‘s Hinfallen beklagen. Und das darf man dann auch.

Mood momentan. Ich bin irgendwie...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Und ich so: das Kleid ist viel zu groß, aber es ist so wunderschön! Also machen wir trotzdem ein Foto. 🙆🏼‍♀️ Ach, endlich ist wieder richtig Kleiderzeit, so ganz ohne Frieren und Strumpfhosen und all den anderen Mist. Ich war heute im T-Shirt draußen an der Alster, eigentlich nicht mit Weltbester Laune, aber was so ein bisschen Wasser und Sonnenschein mit einem machen können, ist schon ziemlich nice. ♥️ #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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Frohe Ostern, ihr Lieben! Ich hoffe, ihr könnt überall das schöne Wetter genießen, seid gesund, habt eure Lieben um euch und seid glücklich. ♥️

Frohe Ostern, ihr Lieben! Ich...

[Werbung] Noch sind die Beinchen etwas arg weiß, aber in diesem tollen Zweiteiler aus leichtem Jeansstoff von @sueperbthelabel freue ich mich schon riesig drauf, im Sommer ein bisschen mehr Farbe abzubekommen. ♥️ Shirt und Shorts lassen sich natürlich auch super getrennt voneinander kombinieren, aber der Jumpsuitlook ist einfach perfekt! Kann euch die neue Kollektion von Süperb nur ans Herz legen, neben diesem Outfit sind nämlich noch zwei tolle Kleider, eine richtig coole Hose und ein luftiges Sommershirt am Start, die sich alle blicken lassen können! ✌🏻 #sueperb #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Womöglich eins der liebsten Fotos von mir! Danke dafür, liebe Ulrike! 🌸 Ich liege zwar momentan mit Blasenentzündung und Erkältung flach (sammle zur Zeit einfach mal ALLES ein und war deshalb grad nochmal beim Arzt zum Blutabnehmen, weil das so ja echt nicht geht), aber ich freu‘ mich trotzdem riesig über den zurückgekehrten Frühling! Jetzt bleibt er hoffentlich auch und ist bestimmt nur wieder der Vorbote für einen Bombensommer! Ich freu‘ mich auf das, was kommt! 💕 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Wenn #Coachella in Hamburg wäre... oder so ähnlich. Wir starten kurvenhausmäßig mit diesem Boho-Maxikleid in die Festival-Season! Yay! ♥️✌🏻 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards #festivalstyle

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#latergram - Letztes Wochenende Ostsee, dieses Wochenende Arbeit. Was würde ich wohl drum geben, diese hübsche Möwe zu sein... aber was muss, das muss.

#latergram - Letztes Wochenende Ostsee,...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Spring Mood. 🌸 Ich hoffe, ihr habt alle ganz viel Sonnenschein im Herzen! ♥️ Falls nicht, hilft vielleicht dieses hübsche Kleid (haha, ich bin ein Verkaufsgenie, oder? 😂)! #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Happiness is... sunshine, a cute dress and someone (or your favorite place or both) who makes you smile. ♥️ #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards #hamburgloveistruelove

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• Time to grow up | III – About fears and worries… •

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Now that everything got pretty much serious, after → moving and my start into the „normal“ work life (even though that was kinda „light“, since it’s still not a very regular story), being „alone“ (even though I’m sharing a flat with my friend, I’m most of the time on my own) and the whole changing, there are a few fears that said hello again and about which I want to write today. Who knows, maybe it helps to put them into words and see what you’re about to fight – kind of a #BucketListofFears.

• Recap | July •

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Oh July, you were a tough month! It’s so crazy how my life changed completely in only one day in July, on the 8th, when I sat in my car and drove to Hamburg to finally chase my dream to live here and be as independent as possible. I already wrote about → the first two weeks in my new column → #TimeToGrowUp, which I will update as soon and as often as possible, because I think that this is one of the most interesting times of my life and hopefully will show many other people who struggle with the same or similar problems in life, that you can achieve anything if you really want it and decide to fight for it. It’s a battle, it really is, but it’s absolutely worth it, even though it’s pretty hard.

It kind of wasn’t as easy as I expected to say goodbye to my hometown, my friends and even my therapist, because this time, leaving was different. I had changed a lot in this past 14 months and my relationship to my hometown and everything around had grown to be a bit different. I clearly miss my parents a lot, even though I know that leaving them is necessary and the right thing to do. I also miss my friends, especially my best friend who helped me a lot when I had to come back and stay for God knows who long it would take. And also my new friends, the friendships I made in this special changing time of my life. I miss my favorite sushi restaurant, my favorite bar, I miss driving around my hometown and the next city, finding a parking lot much easier. I miss driving to my photo shoots and having my old blogger life back for a few hours. I miss many things. But as much as I miss them, I’m happy that I made this step and left it all behind. Because leaving doesn’t mean to forget. I’m utterly thankful for everything I had in the past year, the safety of my home and my parents, the friendships, the possibility to “blossom” in a known environment. And I will forever remember that time of my life and how much it made me grow already, even though there’s still a lot of work to do. 

So, for the moment, I’ve settled down in my little room, I’ve got everything I need, I got a bed (or something like it, still need an actual one, my back is gonna kill me soon), I got a desk, I got a few clothes (wasn’t prepared for THAT kind of summer, though!), I got my cat and he’s got everything he needs (even though he could clearly use a little more space but I’m glad that he’s a very comfy little guy who sleeps most of the time and is okay with our current situation – he’s not going crazy and he gets a lot of love from me and also my friend!). And I got a job. And it was already super hard – I knew it wouldn’t be easy but I kind of underestimated it a little bit, concerning the physical work, especially in combination with these temperatures (which are even higher in the truck). I’m also looking for a second job, because my work at the food truck will not pay for everything and I will definitely need more money, especially when I want to move out of our shared flat, which is supposed to be in five months.

This month, I didn’t manage to do something from → my bucket list, except for maybe sitting in the park alone – it wasn’t on my bucket list but is definitely a part of “doing things alone”, which is something I still need to do more often. So no official check-off, but something to mention. I didn’t like it, by the way. I felt very lonely in the middle of many people sitting around me with their friends or partners, doing picnics or drinking beer. Since it was very spontaneous, I didn’t bring a book and I guess that it would’ve been a bit nicer if I could’ve read something. Next time, I’ll make sure to have a book with me. Oh, and since I’m already talking about it: only read one book this month – “Wenn’s einfach wär, würd’s jeder machen” by Petra Hülsmann. As all books from her, I loved it. :)

• Heatwave •

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What. An. Amazing. Summer. It’s unbelievable how hot and sunny this year’s summer is! It’s just perfect, even though I wish it was just a little less hot cause I’m literally melting. Especially cause I had to work this week and it’s definitely too hot in a food truck. But it’s summer and I’m thankful that it’s so wonderful – everything is different, people are happy, we’re all in a very special mood, you can sit outside until you fall asleep on the balcony (happened to me, whoops), you can have ice cream all day long,… I mean, the last time I remember a summer like this, was probably 1995 or so. :) Childhood summers were always the greatest. And somehow, it feels like a childhood summer again. 

Anyways, this heatwave calls for less clothes than usual, so first thing I want to say is: PLEASE don’t care about what other people could think or say – it’s way too hot to hide yourself in too much fabric. Just wear whatever the heck you want, be as naked as you feel like (not completely naked where it’s not allowed, tho, haha!) and always remember to give zero fucks if someone complains about your look. ;) You’ve got better things to do in this summer. Like swimming. Or having another ice cream. Or just trying not to drown in your own sweat. Period.

I still had no chance to wear this dress, but we already shot it so I can show you my perfect summer date night look. And I really hope to find a perfect male match for this outfit, so we can go out and have the greatest date ever! :) 

Photos: Sung-Hee Seewald

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Dress: Polo Ralph Lauren
High Heels: Arezzo

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• Private XXV | “Generation Beziehungsunfähig” •

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Hey, I’ll just say it right now, I’m not looking for something serious, I’m freshly out of a relationship.“
„Hello, nice to match you – by the way, I’m just looking for fun!“
„Looking for a ‘friends with benefits’ – you in?“

I don’t even know when exactly it started – I was obviously way too long in a relationship and missed the moment when humanity decided that the model of a simple relationship of 10 years ago is not cool anymore.

Admittedly, I’m not back in that „dating game“ for so long and to be honest, I’m not doing this excessively – I normally use Tinder while on the toilet when I’m bored, and all those other dating apps are pretty proletarian and therefore aren’t my thing. It really makes me wonder why someone would use Lovoo or Badoo (does everything have to end on double-o?) voluntarily. Tinder is pretty much known as a sex app (someone once told me that the name comes from „Titty Finder“ – I kind of doubt that but it’s not too inappropriate), but it seems to be less full of freaks („fuckbois“ all over instead) and halfway respectable.

Of course, my profile says that someone like me – obviously an old school lady – is not looking for sex dates. I seriously don’t. 90% of my matches aren’t interested in that and they seem to think that I’m a prostitute that doesn’t have to be paid without even saying hello. Okay, no problem, you can „de-match“ these people. The remaining 10% are 8% „pretending to be nice and then I’ll drop the ‘I’m not looking for something serious’ bomb“, 1% total freaks and that’s why they’re single (#sorrynotsorry – there was a guy who wanted to cuddle with me while wearing diapers which he also actually uses) and 1% actual candidates for a first date. But that’s material for another Private post.

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So now there are a few things I keep asking myself:

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