Sign up with your email address to be the first to know about new products, VIP offers, blog features & more.

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Auf dem Shirt steht „Because you‘re gorgeous“ - finde, dass das immer ein gutes Argument ist. Solltet ihr euch alle hinter die Ohren schreiben. 😘 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Auf dem...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Dem Montag einfach mal den Rücken zuwenden und die kalte Schulter zeigen. So muss das sein. ♥️ (Okay, in Wahrheit mach‘ ich grad Steuerkrams fertig, aber dafür hatte ich grad Belohnungspizza.) #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Dem Montag...

[Werbung | Advertisement] Mittagspause im @kofookooyamcha - weil heute das böse Diabetikerwort mit B ansteht (Basalratentest, alle Diabuddies unter euch verstehen meinen Horror) und ich seit 17 Uhr nix mehr essen darf, war ich heute beim „À la carte“-All you can eat und hab‘ mich provisorisch für den Rest des Tages vollgefuttert! 🍣🥟🥢 War super lecker (die Gyoza sind übrigens nomnom!) und ich freu‘ mich schon auf‘s nächste Mal! Danke @kofookooyamcha! ♥️ #kofookooyamcha #kfk #hamburgfood #igershamburg #allyoucanenjoy

[Werbung | Advertisement] Mittagspause im...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Neues Level erreicht - wir matchen jetzt das Outfit zum Drink! 💚 Gestern hatte der #GinBasilSmash seinen 11. Geburtstag und ich hab‘ zusammen mit @i.am.taesh die Gelegenheit genutzt, mein erstes Jahr zurück in Hamburg zu feiern! 🎉 Ich sitze tatsächlich mal wieder an einem Blogpost zu der ganzen Sache und hoffe, ich krieg‘ den diese Woche noch fertig, war nämlich ein spannendes Jahr, mit vielen aufregenden Erlebnissen, ein paar Höhen, einigen Tiefen, aber zum Schluss dann doch nochmal einem Comeback. Hoffe, dieser schriftliche Trailer hat euch neugierig gemacht und ihr schaut dann auch mal wieder auf dem Blog vorbei, wenn der Post online geht - ich geb Bescheid, versprochen! Bis dahin: Grün für den Drink, Grün für die Hoffnung, oder so ähnlich. Auf ein weiteres Jahr! 🎉 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Neues Level...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Okay, Zufälle sind ja mit das Grandioseste, also kommt hier meine Story der Woche: Ich bin ja total im #StrangerThings3 Mood (keine Spoiler von mir, versprochen, aber die Staffel ist überragend!!!), daher der Look, irgendwie ein bisschen 80s. 🐥 Aber dann bringt hier die @boilermanbar allen Ernstes Slushies und lädt ein - und wie könnte man da Nein sagen? @fernet_hofi hat da was Feines nach Hamburg gebracht mit seinen Vermouth Slushies 🍋, I‘m intrigued! Zwar kein Cherry Slushy wie für Smirnoff, aber mindestens genauso lecker! 👌🏻 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards #boilermanbar #drinks

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Okay, Zufälle...

Who wants to be the ketchup to my mustard? 🌭 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

Who wants to be the...

Dream big. ♥️ Wenn schon träumen oder wünschen, dann ordentlich! Aber auch was dafür tun, weil von nichts kommt ja bekanntlich nichts. Und immer schön im Hinterkopf behalten: am Ende wird alles gut und wenn es nicht gut ist, ist es auch noch nicht das Ende! #motivationsludestages 
P.S.: Wer schenkt mir eine rote Vespa passend zum Lipgloss? 🤓🛵💋

Dream big. ♥️ Wenn schon...

Hot Summer Nights Mood.

Hot Summer Nights Mood.

[Werbung | Advertisement] Vielen Dank für das fantastische Sushi, liebes @yoshi.im.alsterhaus - so wird ein guter Tag sogar noch besser! 😍 Meine Lieblingssorten sind ja übrigens Toro Maguro und Unagi, was ist euer Lieblingssushi? Außerdem kann ich meine liebste Vorspeise, die knusprige Lachshaut wärmstens empfehlen! Ich bin heute glückselig. 🙏🏻♥️ #yoshiimalsterhaus #sushi #sushihamburg #japanesefood #alsterhaus #japanisch

[Werbung | Advertisement] Vielen Dank...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Wenn dein Mitbewohner einfach mal ein #instagramhusband sein könnte. 💁🏼‍♀️ Ist das nicht ein tolles Foto geworden? Heute mal ein Businesslook, passend zu meinem aktuellen Jobsuche-Mood. Vielleicht ja eine Inspiration für alle anderen im Bewerbungsgespräch-Hustle oder auch eine Idee für‘s Büro. ✌🏻 P.S.: So ein Business-Dinner im Ono wäre auch mal toll, falls mich jemand einladen will. 🤓 #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Wenn dein...

• Hormone free | Update •

By Posted on 10 6.3K views

[Werbung | Advertisement – collaboration with MonthlyCup]

Today’s marks exactly six months after I’ve decided to → stop taking the pill! Yay! As promised, I want to do an update with my experiences after quitting the pill. The next one will be after one year in total, so see you again in December! ;) Until then, here’s what happened in the last six months and how I’ve been doing. I really hope that my experiences will help other women to see that a life without the pill is a great decision and even though there are some cons on the list, it’s definitely a better choice to live a life without that little hormone bomb – if you can. Of course, there are cases in which the pill is a solution for certain problems and I will not say that the pill is “all evil”, but if you don’t need it, you should consider a life without it, even though it’s a pretty handy little thing.

• Recap | May •

By Posted on 8 4.7K views

May – a month of many changes and many great happenings! Let’s recap them all chronologically…

First, there was an event in Munich, the “About You Awards” – they were pretty interesting, as well as disappointing for the plus-size community, because we were only 3 official plus-size bloggers at the event and none of us was nominated in their social media categories. Two fellow bloggers, → Tanja and → Jules, decided to do a movement against this obvious ignorance called #WhatAboutUs? and so many people joined us. I also posted two pictures on Instagram, talking about how sad this is. You can find them → here and → here. I’m not expecting to be invited again next year, since I’m pretty sure that the promoters of this event are not happy with a guest talking about this while being there, but I’m fine with that, as long as there’ll be a change! It just can’t be that there’s an award show for “all things social media” (actually, there were a lot of categories missing, if you ask me), but there’s not one single plus-sized person at least nominated beforehand. We’re not asking for an extra category (cause that’d be kinda wrong as well), but there should be an acknowledgement of what “we” are doing, too!

Then, I’ve checked off yet another point from my → #SingleBucketList2018, yay! I went to the cinema alone and watched one of the most beautiful movies I’ve ever seen – “Call me by your name” (watch the trailer → here). I even loved it that much that I saw it a second time while in Hamburg, because I wanted to see the original version in English. And I’m currently reading the book. :) As you know, I love Sufjan Stevens – my latest tattoo is a quote from one of his songs – and I really loved → “Mystery of Love”, that’s why I wanted to see the movie! And now I’m super thankful for the experience of doing this on my own. Another thing I can do alone! BOOM!
I also kind of started to do more of my bucket list point “embrace adventures & be spontaneous” and a little bit of “go out for a club night with friends”. We’re getting there! ;)

And lastly, there’s a full week of Hamburg in my recap! One week of Northern goodness! ♥ And guess what? The week was perfect – a whole week of the most beautiful weather, summer-like and just amazing. And so many great things happened! I can’t write about all of them yet (didn’t visit Hamburg just for pleasure, but also for business), but here’s a list of what happened mostly:

  • Friends. I didn’t spend one day alone and enjoyed it so much. I met old friends and new friends, made a great new friendship and enjoyed absolute quality time with all of them!
  • The Harbor. If there’s a happy place for me in Hamburg, it’s the harbor. I love spending time at or on the river Elbe, especially when there’s such a great weather. I love feeling the wind on my skin, in my hair, in my face. It just makes me genuinely happy. And a Krabbenbrötchen at Brücke 10. Even though it costs a fortune.
  • Food & Drinks. Well, I didn’t eat that much, cause the warm temperatures make me a little nauseous, but the food I had was AMAZING. And of course, I went out for drinks with my besties and really enjoyed life to the fullest.
  • Walking. Like, a lot of walking. But I love it! It’s so easy to go for a walk in Hamburg, especially through the city or all those beautiful parks!
  • New places and new things. After all those years (drama!), I finally visited the Elbphilharmonie! And did something, no Hamburger really would recommend: Reeperbahn on Friday night. But it was so much fun! Even though it’s horribly packed, haha!

Books I read in May: “150 Days to Date” by Katharina Lang, “Dein perfektes Jahr” by Charlotte Lucas, “Vorwärts küssen – rückwärts lieben” by Sybille Hein. A short review collection is coming, I think it’s a good idea to do that in one post instead of reviewing them all one by one. :)

And one thing I stopped doing on May 30: using nasal spray. That’s kind of a confession, I’ve been using it for so many years and it’s terrible how addictive that stuff is and how hard it is to stop using it but I had a good day on May 30 and decided that today’s the day I’ll stop. And I’m standing it! So if you’re also addicted to nasal spray: it’s possible. You can stop. I believe in you! ♥

• Electric •

By Posted on 10 5.1K views

Photos: Jacqueline Filmore

» Ansbach

Dress: Anna Scholz
High Heels: YSL “Tribute”
Earrings: Dior “Mise en Dior”
Bracelet: Hermès

[This post contains affiliate links.]


Here we are again! I had to take the blog offline due to the crazy shit going on with the new EU-DSGVO which caused a horrible mess for many bloggers. I’m pretty sure nobody thought about us when deciding that this is the right way to go – and now many were so scared that they actually deleted their blogs. I really hope that everything is alright over here, but if you’re a pro and see something that I need to change, please let me know!

I’m going back online with a new outfit, currently the last one I had to share with you from my photographer here in the area. She’s recovering from surgery and will not be able to shoot with me until July, so I’ll have to figure out how to share new looks with you. Maybe I’ll give you some more of my selfies like in my latest #BeachBodyNotSorry post or I’ll find someone. :) You never know!

I bought this dress last year during SALE and it’s still waiting for a night-out date, but I decided to take some pictures before – and it kind of looks pretty cool in that location, right? It’s definitely colorful, so I’m going slow with the accessories and went for black heels and almost no jewelry. ;)

• Private XXIII | One year… •

By Posted on 16 11.5K views

…or: what I learned from the end of my relationship.


Photos: Jacqueline Filmore


One year. Today officially marks the day of the end of my last relationship, a year ago. I moved on and I feel like it’s time to have a quick look back and talk about what I learned from everything that’s happened*. So many wonderful things happened in this year, → being single is absolutely fine and I’m actually enjoying it. It’s an amazing chance to be able to get to know myself after all these years. It was important for my very own personal growth and evolution and I’m actually thankful for that. So just in case my ex reads this: thank you for leaving me. You couldn’t have given me something better. You just chose the wrong way how to do it, but it doesn’t matter anymore.

After a break-up it’s hard to understand that this is not the end of the world. Especially if you’re not the one who made the decision to end it all. But luckily, after some time, you realize that there’s something good about it and that it’s actually true that if one door closes, at least another one opens. It took me a few months to accept my new life, my new situation, being single and “alone” but it also made me think about those 8 years in a relationship. Of course, I also found a few errors on my side, but – and that’s what matters in the end – I’ve learned a lot by reflecting about what went wrong. And that’s why I decided to change a lot… here’s 5 things I learned from the end of my relationship.

* I know you all want to know what happened but I still don’t really want to talk about it. Maybe, some day, I will – maybe not. The past is the past and I’m glad that I’ve gotten my closure, even though there’s still a divorce in front of me. Since there were some rumors of abuse: no. He didn’t hurt me physically. 

Most popular posts
• Ein offener Brief… •

Sorry, this blog post is only ...

• Hormone free | Before •

Today is not only the day ...

• Recap | March •
Posted on

March was full of surprises and ...

• 50 Shades of Lu •

Photos: Jacqueline Filmore (+ me) Oh, it's already ...