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• I M P O S S I B I L I T Y • I love that word so much. For me, it doesn’t imply the impossible, it reminds me to make everything possible. Just like the song, one of my all-time favorites by Remy Zero (miss you guys a lot!). This quote is probably quite perfect: “I swore, forevermore, I would stand up bright and clear. As we rise above our doubts and fears, singing out so all may hear.“ 🖤 My biggest thank you goes out to @cedriclemoyne for „borrowing“ me his own handwriting for my most favorite tattoo. It’s an honor to wear it under my skin! Maybe I should ask @iris_doe to write the next one?

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Mornings with Spucki... ♥️ Gestern bin ich mit Katzenpo am Kopf wachgeworden - das sind die guten Tage. Was würde ich nur ohne diesen Flausch machen? 🤷🏼‍♀️

Mornings with Spucki... ♥️ Gestern...

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Matrix-Vibes gestern beim Shoot mit @keentheagency @julia_marie_werner @sueperbthelabel @secondellahamburg - wenn schon, denn schon. 💁🏼‍♀️

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Mood. ♥️

Mood. ♥️

[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Auf dem Blog gibt’s einen neuen #TimeToGrowUp Post, über meine Ängste und Sorgen. Fällt natürlich nicht super leicht, sowas zu schreiben, aber irgendwie spornt es auch an, sich genau dem stellen zu wollen, um das zu schaffen! Tschakka! 💪🏻 | 📸 @sungheeseewald

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Selten ein Teil so sehr gefühlt wie diesen Badeanzug/Body. 😍 Lediglich meine Jeans dürfte etwas höher und enger sitzen, haha! Well, wir arbeiten dran. 💁🏼‍♀️ Hab‘ das gute Stück aber noch nicht gekauft, weil broke as fuck, aber auch daran arbeiten wir. Und mit wir meine ich mich selbst und die Jobsuche. Glaube, ich hab‘ da was gefunden, das mir gefallen könnte, also drückt die Daumen! 🤓 Schönen Samstag euch!! ♥️

Selten ein Teil so sehr...

Mal ein kleiner #Throwback - als es noch nicht ganz so heiß, aber sommerlich genug für ein paar spontane Selfies auf der Terrasse war. 🔥 Falls ihr den Blogpost verpasst habt, ist der natürlich immer noch auf luziehtan.de zu finden! #BeachBodyNotSorry #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Hallo, mein Name ist Lu und ich habe Wassereis. Mögen die 36 Grad morgen nochmal kommen, ich bin gewappnet! NIMM DAS, HÖLLENGLUT! ❄️ Übrigens: #nomakeup und #nofilter und Pumpenschlauch aus dem Ausschnitt - weil ihr nach dem schicken Kleid mal wieder die Realität sehen müsst, haha! What you see is what you get! ♥️

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[Werbung wegen Verlinkung] Noch ein zweiter Blick auf den Look, weil ihr das so toll fandet (dankeeee!). Natürlich ist das nur optional mit dem Bein (auf das da ganz zart die Sonne scheint), eigentlich ist das Kleid bis auf den mega Ausschnitt ganz züchtig. 🤓 Alle Fotos gibt’s auf dem Blog, also schaut gerne vorbei! 🖤 luziehtan.de | 📷 @sungheeseewald | #plussize #plussizeoutfit #plussizeblogger #luziehtan #celebratemysize #honormycurves #effyourbodystandards

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• Time to grow up | III – About fears and worries… •

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Now that everything got pretty much serious, after → moving and my start into the „normal“ work life (even though that was kinda „light“, since it’s still not a very regular story), being „alone“ (even though I’m sharing a flat with my friend, I’m most of the time on my own) and the whole changing, there are a few fears that said hello again and about which I want to write today. Who knows, maybe it helps to put them into words and see what you’re about to fight – kind of a #BucketListofFears.

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Hey, I’ll just say it right now, I’m not looking for something serious, I’m freshly out of a relationship.“
„Hello, nice to match you – by the way, I’m just looking for fun!“
„Looking for a ‘friends with benefits’ – you in?“

I don’t even know when exactly it started – I was obviously way too long in a relationship and missed the moment when humanity decided that the model of a simple relationship of 10 years ago is not cool anymore.

Admittedly, I’m not back in that „dating game“ for so long and to be honest, I’m not doing this excessively – I normally use Tinder while on the toilet when I’m bored, and all those other dating apps are pretty proletarian and therefore aren’t my thing. It really makes me wonder why someone would use Lovoo or Badoo (does everything have to end on double-o?) voluntarily. Tinder is pretty much known as a sex app (someone once told me that the name comes from „Titty Finder“ – I kind of doubt that but it’s not too inappropriate), but it seems to be less full of freaks („fuckbois“ all over instead) and halfway respectable.

Of course, my profile says that someone like me – obviously an old school lady – is not looking for sex dates. I seriously don’t. 90% of my matches aren’t interested in that and they seem to think that I’m a prostitute that doesn’t have to be paid without even saying hello. Okay, no problem, you can „de-match“ these people. The remaining 10% are 8% „pretending to be nice and then I’ll drop the ‘I’m not looking for something serious’ bomb“, 1% total freaks and that’s why they’re single (#sorrynotsorry – there was a guy who wanted to cuddle with me while wearing diapers which he also actually uses) and 1% actual candidates for a first date. But that’s material for another Private post.

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So now there are a few things I keep asking myself:

• Time to grow up | I – Previously on… •

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You know that situation – after 8 years in a relationship you get kicked via WhatsApp (very short version of my break-up) and then you’re kinda lost with your 27 years – on one hand, because you’re desperately sad, on the other hand, because you somehow got used to that other person and living together with him. You already know what happened → after the break-up, and I’m proud that I’m able to say that I fought my way back into life. I worked hard on my anxiety, created a → bucket list and already checked off a few things, and I had a big goal: coming back to Hamburg.

I finally reached that goal last Sunday and now I’m diving deep into a new adventure. Growing up. With 28. Truth is: I stand by what I’ve done in my life and I stand by my decisions and who I am – but I don’t think that I’m actually grown-up yet (well, when are you?). I had a very sheltered childhood, always felt safe and then ended up in a long-term relationship – I’ve never been alone and I had always got it made, first from my parents, then from my now ex. And then I got thrown into ice-cold water and rescued myself back to my mom and dad – I think that’s a logical reaction, if you’re forced to leave the appartment in which you were living together and can’t find an own place that fast and cannot afford the costs because – and that’s what happens if a blog is also based on pictures – your job is ruined after a separation.